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[darknightfairy]

You know what?

What I don't understand is..

Why the fuck is my life so fucking miserable? Why do I have to go through all this shit when everybody else I know has a perfectly happy life and they don't have to go through any hardships or ordeals.

What the hell did I fucking do to deserve this?

I am I really that bad of a sinner?

No one can seriously tell me that all those people with perfect lives are great and have never sinned and have basically no malicious intent. I don't believe that not even for a fucking second.

That's not fucking fair.

And I know nobody ever said life is fair. But WHAT THE FUCK.

I just don't get it.

This. is. so. fucked. up.

I mean, not only did I have two people in my family die already, I have to go through all these other things.

Is that even right?! Is that even okay to put someone through so much fucking torture and pain?!

I don't fucking understand this. I HATE THIS.

I HATE MY LIFE.

I practically always have. I fucking hate humanity. Society. And every fucking living thing on this goddamn fucking planet.

You all have it so fucking good. I despise you all. And yes maybe I say this in spite.

Whatever. I don't give a shit.

I should fucking die because it will solve all my problems.

And I won't care who the hell is hurt by my death. Fuck that bullshit.



GO. TO. HELL