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computer is fcked up as usual. ms wont work. msn is bullshitted.

and mtherfcker my right side is hurting like fucking hell and i dont know why.


now, i read about something.. in a kaixrei story.. this game.. i forget wat its called..

hmm.. yea i searched it up..

the 'pass-out game', or so it seems.

i've never heard of it before but i think its popular with kids in the U.S. probably..

i dont know..

earlier.. i had the strangest feeling..

like i wanted to try maybe..

its sort of like a reset button.. to almost die yet still live..

i know, its wrong.

but are drugs any better.. are they? so don't tell me a damn thing about how i should feel..

i want to start over..

reset? yes or no?

either way.. if i did do it..

im pretty sure i'd be satified with either result..

would i?

... would i?

ignore me. please.




..existence.

death?...


xlisa