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Just to let you all know, I fail at life. Although you've probably already noticed.

Woot. Here I am doing nothing.

Always just stuck in my own little world. complaining. why this. why that. why me.

never to pay attention to the feelings of others. but then again.. i really dont give a shit.

im selfish and self-centered. which i seem only to notice now.

i can't help it. i have insecurities. it makes me feel like im below others. everyone.

which will unfortunately lead to my ultimate downfall.. of sin..

jealousy. which just leads to more anger. and frustration. and a bunch of other shit.

really though. i cant help it. nobody knows wat goes through my head.

im me. but not really me at all.

because how you see me. and how i think you see me. is not what i am.

makes me feel fake. more fake than i already am.

sucks. doesnt it?

i guess the only thing i can do is play the hand i've been dealt.

but what if i cant? what happens then?..

but.

there is no future for those that are non-existent.



xLISA

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my life is a complete and total utter lie. i bullshit every fucking thing i say.

ok good night. :|