afraid of the light..
Jun. 17th, 2006 12:47 pmstuck inside, its like a little prison in here.
cant step outside in fear of the light.. or shall i say.. them..
we are too different. they are the light i am the darkness..
im stuck in here. maybe not free. but i am alone. i have solitude.
thats always been something that i could deal with. because ive been doing it all my life.
yet they are afraid. of being alone. i laugh at them. because they dont understand.
loneliness can be perfect. you can do whatever you want. you arent tied down. to feelings, emotions, people.. etc..
but it can be the worst thing as well. no one to talk to.. do something with.. to not be needed..
but i can handle it. thats just part of who i am. my fate? the stars.. do they determine that? god?..
do i defy the stars.. or god?..
maybe so.
i can keep myself company. i am all i need.
however they.. will always be too attached. and if there ever comes a time that they are alone.. they wont be able to handle it.. they will surely die..
for they are afraid of the darkness..
and maybe im afraid of the light..
but i can handle it..
for where ever light goes.. darkness follows..
cant step outside in fear of the light.. or shall i say.. them..
we are too different. they are the light i am the darkness..
im stuck in here. maybe not free. but i am alone. i have solitude.
thats always been something that i could deal with. because ive been doing it all my life.
yet they are afraid. of being alone. i laugh at them. because they dont understand.
loneliness can be perfect. you can do whatever you want. you arent tied down. to feelings, emotions, people.. etc..
but it can be the worst thing as well. no one to talk to.. do something with.. to not be needed..
but i can handle it. thats just part of who i am. my fate? the stars.. do they determine that? god?..
do i defy the stars.. or god?..
maybe so.
i can keep myself company. i am all i need.
however they.. will always be too attached. and if there ever comes a time that they are alone.. they wont be able to handle it.. they will surely die..
for they are afraid of the darkness..
and maybe im afraid of the light..
but i can handle it..
for where ever light goes.. darkness follows..