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[darknightfairy]

i dont know what i feel anymore.. its like so many dam feelings and they're all so overwhelming.. and just going to take over.. they've taken over..

fck. i dont know. everything is so fckin messed up. its like.. my family is gay, i hate skool, etc.

and i just feel that i dont even know anyone anymore. or not that i ever did.

i fckin care for all these people but they just dont give a shit about me. and its just..

why do you have to choose if given the choice? fck i hate u..

do i mean nothing to everyone i know? NOBODY FCKIN KNOWS WAT THE FCK THIS IS LIKE FOR ME.

and i dont care if i seem like a whining complaining bitch. so wat if i am?!?! deal with it u damm motherfuckers. fck life is just not fair so fck everyone.


god.. why cant everything just be like when i was wayy little.. and didnt have to worry about anything. or care about anything.


or y cant i just die?..

nobody know who i am. ..cause they dont care how i feel.

people r so fucking ignorant. they dont see anything they r so FUCKING blind. and i wish they could see how i feel..

i wish they felt the pain i feel now. bcuz this is wat they r doing to me.


oh.. if only life was fair............