Your super-secret codename is:

ANAL AS IN
Your mission is...

Set each teletubby on fire and bury their carcasses in the abandoned salt mines
'What is your codename and mission?'
at
QuizGalaxy.com




Stole from Bernie. :)

Gone..

Aug. 13th, 2006 08:46 pm
...

My life is too empty for me to stand.

My family is too annoying for me to love them.

My skills are too disgusting for me to feel proud.



I am going nowhere.

I have nothing to do.

It makes me wish I were dead.. or worse.. in school..

I'm too much of a loser for my own good.

I need something.

Because it's all gone.

And I don't feel real.

Or barely alive.



Fuck. I think I might go to bed.. very early.. right now..


Goodnight.
The past few days have been fun. Goofing around w/ Glenn about the stupidest things. :)


Today, was 'Mira b-day party @ Earl Bales Park. The three of us [Glenn, Mira, me] had to get up early to go to the park to watch over all the stuff. We had McDonalds for breakfast. xD

We were there for like two hours, when their parents and Jessica came. We just played around with the ball, and bat.. went to the park..

When we came back, Krismathel and MikMik came. They were talking or w/e with Glenn, Mira, and Jessica while I sat in the sun doing nothing.

Soon after came my family along w/ Darrell. And then more people just started coming.

It was fun. Although half the time I sat around soaking up the sun.

But we got to break open the pinata, and I got two cups full of candy. xD

We also had a few games for prizes. I only participated in one, but still fun none the less.

After that, Pina and Dad had come back from dropping off Darrel @ the airport. We were eating cake and that time.

Pina wouldn't piss the fuck off, and that is that.

I ended up getting really annoyed and pissed and ended up wasting the last bit of my time at the park soaking up more sun, listening to music really loud.

We left at around 5:30 and went to drop off Auntie Melba and Inang. We got to their house @ 6:00 and we were going to leave but decided to stay and wait for Darrel to call. We had to pick him up bcuz all the flights were booked. We stayed for about 40mins, playing with their new kitty. She was cute but scratched the hell out of me!

Then Darrel called so we went to pick him up, and then came home. We got back @ around 7:20pm.

What sucks is that I got a sunburn.. like on my face, chest, and arms! >.<

For the most part it was a good day. And a REALLY great week. Probably the best week of my summer.. and my summer highlight. :)

But now school is coming soon. And I don't know what will happen.

I guess I will just have to wait and see.
Pick your birth month.
Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.

MARCH
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

Other months. )
Dudeee. Blehh

Soo boreddd. I don't know why I came.

Because I kind of need some me time right now.

There's nothing to do.. even at home though.

It almost makes me wish summer was over.. ALMOST.

At least at school it gives me something to do.

It will be weird this year. I don't know what's going to happen.


And I think I only want something to do.. so that I won't have time to think.

I have a lot on my mind. I just... feel really weird. I just think something is missing

from my life right now. I lost a part of myself..

Or maybe it's a part I've yet to find?..

It's like nothing big is happening. So I don't feel very 'real', you might say.

And I don't know what I'm going to do w/ the rest of my life. So I don't know where I'm

going. It just makes it a lot harder to plan things out, I guess.

I'm still trying to find me. Figure myself out.


Right now, all I know..

Is less of me, and more of stupidity. Or random things. That doesn't help, does it?

But anyway, I should go. My wrist hurts, and I've gotta go watch 'mira blow out the

candles on her cake. It's her b-day today.


Sooo, Happy B-day Mira!

Alright, goodbye.
Dududu. Here's what I've done the past two days.

Yesterday; woke up early in the morning to pick up Glenn, and other ppls. Headed down to Niagara, and stayed at Auntie Judy's campsite. Everyone went off to Buffalo while me, glenn, and 'mira stayed with Uncle Buddy @ campsite. We went swimming.

When we were at the indoor pool, I got to watch random azn guys play chicken fight.. Like guys.. ALL GUYS.. playing chicken fight. Like, you know.. sitting on each others shoulders and whatever. Like, dude. That was hawt. LOL. <3 It was worth getting all pruny? Lol funny.

Then we went back to campsite, slept, watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, then went back home.

Today; went to Wonderland w/ Glenn, Pina, + Darrell. It was okay. I went on the bat for the first time. It was fun. But everything else I went on sucked bcuz it wasn't scary.

15/love wasn't on today because of stupid Unfabulous.

Ok, well, gonna go pq now, BYE.

OH-MY-GOD

Aug. 6th, 2006 01:03 am
OMG. It's 1:03am in the morning and I'm still awake.

And OMG. I have to get up early in the morning.

Cause OMG. We are going to pick up Glenn to go to Niagara.

But OMG. I had to stay up and read KaiRei stories.

OMG. LEL-OH-ELZZZ

AHH. OMG. I AM ON CRACK.

ALSO. OMG. I need a new LJ layout.

FCK. OMG. I need to go to bed before I become an insane freakazoid.

OK. OMG. GOODBYE.

If I were a Tetris block, I would be a S-Shaped Tetris Block!

People hate it when I come first.

I am fussy, particular, demanding, annoying, and needy. But sometimes, just sometimes, I'm a life-saver.


Analyse your personality in Tetris Blocks!



Ahah. I love stealing these things off Bernie. She does weird quizzes. o.o
WHITE FRIENDS VS. ITALIAN FRIENDS

WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.

WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we screwed
up...but that shit was fun!"

WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you.

WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days and give it back.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours.

WHITE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.

WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"

WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are for life.

WHITE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had
enough
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place
and say, "Bitch, you better drink the rest of that, you know we don't
waste!!"

WHITE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will punch their lights out!!

WHITE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will forward this
-sigh- Summer is already half way over. I knew it would be over as soon as it had begun.

Today.. didn't do much. I watched 15/love epi.. where Seb + Meg died. :(

There's about a million flys in this house. As soon as I kill one, another 5 pop up.. >.<

I don't wanna do this right now.

I want so much but I have nothing to give up.


I'm in a current HUGE shinokiba phase.

Shino. Kiba. the beach. and some sand. yupp..

I need a new lj layout. I'm planning on doing it of Shino and Kiba.. but..

since I suck at making layouts.. it probably won't turn out well -.-



But anyways. I guess I'm off to bed. 'Cause these flys are fucking pissing me off.

Blehh


Goodnight.


You're symphonic, you're the light of the moon )

RIP Vadim & Jaclyn..
Hmm. Got back from camping about an hour ago.

It was okay, I guess. Except for the fact that there was about a MILLION flys.. >.<

The bathrooms were clean though at least. And I only ended up getting like two bug bites this time.

Right now, I'm really like tired and sore. And hungry.

I'm happy though cause when I came back I got to read like 5 new ShinoKiba stories on ff.net.. xD


Anyway, I'm gonna go.. watch Passions, eat, and read some more.
I can't believe this. I can't believe someone who I thought actually cared about me.. would do this.

I feel horrible. I swear I'm going to cry. My eyes are tearing up.

I can't believe you.

And I don't know if your teasing or not.

I don't care.

Because you're an insensitive jerk.

And you just made me cry.


You don't have a heart.

Thanks a lot.

Yayyy

Jul. 24th, 2006 10:35 pm
Today is a good day!!

1. I beat the giant ass Octopus in DKR today.. LOL. That took like 5 yrs to beat.
2. MapleStory is FIXED! :D
3. I got to watch the cutest 15love episode with Sunny and her cute little crush. Aww! LOL.

So right now I'm very content.

For the next few days, I'll be playing DKR in attempts to finally beat it. Since I FINALLY beat SBK last week, I decided I should try and beat another game now. And I decided on DKR.

I will also be playing MS trying to level this week again. My goal is to get to lvl 58 by the end of summer. :)

And then I'll be obsessed with 15love. Yay.

Friday we're going camping for a few days. I better make sure not to get to many bug bites this time or else I will go crazy. >.<

Well, that's all for now. I am a happy camper. xD
-sigh-

If the computers not working tomorrow.. or well.. if I can't fix it..

I think I might just sleep all day. Or maybe for the rest of the summer.

May I can end up hibernating for the rest of my life.

That way I won't have to deal with shit anymore.

Or maybe I should just shoot myself right now.

Because this is driving me crazy.

The world just loves to torture me. :(
Today was Kim's bday party. It was fun. Although I didn't get to stay very long.

We watched She's the Man. But after that I had to leave to go meet up with Auntie Melba at Warden Station.

...We ended up taking the wrong bus. -.-


Anyway. I had fun at Kim's. But at first I was kind of sad because I realized.. I'm hardly that close to her or anyone else now.. except maybe Megan. And now they have all these new friends that I don't even know.


Also.. someone is an attention seeker. :\


Fuck everything.
I am literally fucking tired of this shit.

Fucking viruses!!!!!

Like.. WHERE THE FUCK DO THEY COME FROM?!?!?

The only fucking thing I possibly do on this computer is

MapleStory
Fanfiction.net
MSN
Hotmail
Livejournal
Winamp


I am going to fucking stab someone.

How come nobody else I know ever gets viruses?!!!?!? Yet I get them continuously.

Mtherfckers. :|

And the people at the fucking bleepingcomputer help site.. don't very much help at all!!

I make a fucking post.. on how to remove pesttrap.. I CLEARLY stated that I had tried using smitfraudfix.. and it won't work for some reason.

I wait for a reply.

You know what I get? A fucking retard who tell me to trying using this guide 'How To Remove PestTrap'.. which needs smitfraudfix to do the removal process.

LIKE WTF. YES, I TRIED THAT GUIDE. I SAID I DID. DO YOU NOT EVEN READ MY FUCKING POST AND ONLY BOTHER TO READ THE TOPIC TITLE?!

OMFG. You might as well get of the site right now and stop bothering to help people because you know what?


YOU. SUCK!


JKSHFDSJGHFDG

-DIES-
...I wanna play MS. :(
-sigh- these stupid viruses won't go away, no matter what i do.

it makes me so fucking stressed out, angry, upset, and annoyed. especially when it prevents me from playing MS. :|

fucking viruses.

-cries-




>.
Ok well. Lvled in MS today. LOL! 3 weeks later..


Anyway. The situation is mostly fixed. Lmao.

And damn Glenn has guts. He told his freakish stalker to fck off. LOL.


If only I could've done the same.

However, I don't have guts. I'm a coward. :\


Ok. Pina fucked up our computer.

Everything was working PERFECTLY fine. Then the instant she updated ewido to the lastest version, I had all these viruses.

I spent like the two past hours trying to fix everything. -.-

And I'll probably be spending the next few days ridding this computer or viruses.


AGAIN!!!

Fuck.

If I have to do it again after this.. I'll smack her face. :|


Ok well. MY BACK HURTS LIKE A MOFO.

Imma go. Do w/e.

kk BYE
People are so hopeless. They are so afraid of loneliness.

Or being on their own.

Is it really that bad?

Why do they all need someone else to 'survive?'

Or get through life.

Nobody ever said that life should be spent with someone.

Everyone is too afraid.

Or maybe they just want to attach themselves to something.

Yet then I'm not sure why they would.

Maybe it makes them feel fulfilled?

Still.

I was watching Passions today. And Louise [sp?] and Fancy were having a conversation about relationships. Louise is all like 'Oh now my life is over because I can't be with Sharidan.' kind of thing. While Fancy is like 'We will find true love and happiness again.' etc.

So I started thinking.. Well why do you need 'true love' in order to find happiness?

Is 'love' really even all that great?

But I guess I don't know. I've never been in love. And I don't know if I will.

Yet whenever I think of spending my life alone.. It really doesn't seem all that bad.

But possibly that's only because it goes according with the things I do or don't want.

And still I have to ask..



Why is it that people believe happiness only exists if they have a special someone?..
Page generated Jul. 18th, 2025 12:57 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios